Selasa, 29 Juli 2014

rangkaian keinginan

Hanya ingin menuangkan tentang impian" ku
Bingung akan memulainya dari mana. Sebuah impian seorang umat manusia. Segalanya berawal dari mimpi . Seseorang memiliki kehidupanya masing2 nth apa yg ingin aku tuliskan aku sendiri tidak mengerti.terkadang hanya ingin mengekspresikannya dalam sebuah kata...tapi mungkin tidak cukup sebuah...

Ketika dirisendiri bingung hendak mengatakannya kpd siapa karena tidak ada seorang pun...ah...bukan tidak ada. Lebih tepatnya tidak mungkin dapat mengerti karena mereka memiliki masalah mereka masing"
Hanya sekedar mendengar dan berpura pura peduli yg sesungguhnyanya hanya formalitas dan rasa ingin tahu

Mungkin seutas kertas bisu berwarna putih akan terasa lebih baik
Mungkin tidak ada tanggapan ataupun saran . Tapi entahlah...aku merasa lebih baik begitu

Tentang impianku mencari kebahagian yg mutlak. Nikmat yg melambung ..keinginan mencukupi hasrat dan membahagiakan 2 insan yg terlahir lebih dulu
Menerbangakan seorang ke negri gingseng demi meraih penghidupan layak
Membangun istana di ats pasir
Dan memulihkan kembali pandangan yg kabur seiring berjalannya waktu...

Hanya sebuah impian dan rangkaian kata yg menjadi semangat serta motivasi lanjut

Diiringi dengan doa dan dukungan banyak pihak.

Aku yakin semua itu akan menjadi nyata dan pasti. Tak akan sia sia lagi hidupku di masa depan Dan orang orang akan mulai melihat cahaya kami

Tak ada suatu apapun yg dpat mendorongku mundur atau memendamku dalam lautan pasir

Karena kini tubuhku melebur menjadi batu karang

Sabtu, 04 Januari 2014

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Jumat, 04 Oktober 2013

Kamis, 08 Agustus 2013

Is this normal?

I just met him about month and we had closer than my current friends
He has over acting in my vision, he actually real guy and do straight of course
Girls will love him in first sighting
Taller than me, bright tan skin and skinny, him looks nice
We work in same company but about last month we got separated because of us having a new job in other company
So we rarely meet
But he did texting me on w.a, he also calling sometimes but I just ignoring
Until his one massage punch me by
'please pick out my calling, I miss your voice so badly, just a second to wash my hungry of missing you'

I really afraid of going to be an homo

Minggu, 23 Juni 2013

MY CUTE OLDER BROTHER

"why the hell you didn't come last night!!" she yelled at me for anything that I thought unnecessary to did. Her hobby was barking
"I'm sorry babe that was my mother forced me to drove her then I went tired and fell asleep perfectly, I'm so sorry..." I beg her like used to
"that can't be a reason, you still or at least text me a message for that!" she shouted louder over my face
"ok im sorry that again, I will not retry it again once again..." I squeezed her shoulder and closed her to me, but she obviously pulled me out off
"you just said that for much times as you never keep your promise!" she yelled
"never??? What the-" she cut of my speech instead she left me alone. Slammed the door in front my nose like shit

"SHIIITTT!!!" I groaned so heavy as I lay down to the bed covering my face with pillow
I love her...but she always annoying everytimes, I go frustrate about she all really doing. But I still love her so much...


..........

I felt dying all day, memories throughout of much times we had was being fought .
My feet walk by itself want to, I dont know where it to be in exactly


It was in front of my only older brother rent house my finally step

I knocked the door many times, it didn't answer, I did it for a minutes later and it still quite like grave was

So I gave up then, I thought that my brother was went out

I walked out weakly as I bent my head look at my each step left
As I walked for many step, the door was opened and appeared my brother
"hi Dar? Is that was you knocking my doorl? I'm sorry I just taking a nap hehe...how are you?"
That was my brother with long brown shirt and v-neck which show his light soft skin, that shirt was look bigger over him
He smiling so cute at me, his hair was messed but that just made him even more hot, he just short than me. I was taller than him much inches
He look like baby

"wh-what?" he said lightly through me
"no..may I come in your room ?"

He nods


............


"so you had trouble with your girlfriend?" he pet my back with his curved fingers

I nods and sigh heavily, his face palm
His eyebrows way down
I chuckle, and he got confused on his face, it's cutter his shave face
I just didn't notice he was that cute, and his lips seems so passion and kissable

I leaned down my body to kiss him passionately

His eyes went wider, he pulled me out so hard and I was regretting what I had done of him

Minggu, 26 Mei 2013

I must be sorry for my friend

First time I know him was on bad situation, he was suck player, play around with every girl he met, he not too handsome but charming in other side
I don't even close to him, he like in his own world alone and surrounded by girls
Boys are hate him, me either. He was Tony
One couple days.....
I just talking with my friend that a little close, but he treat me as his bestfriend and he told everyone about it, he had named Ray, he had girlfriend that he was so protective about his girlfriend
He get angry if someone male touch even talk to his girlfriend but me, I dont know why he so trust me, actually I don't like him anyway. He so selfish emotional do
Wtf. I'm on his side


...........

I walked alone while found a bunch of people on, what happens? I thought
I throught forward that bunch off

What the hell??

Ray was about biting tony for much times and tony wasn't seem like to move it ? It's such while everyone just watching on
And I get angry with no appearance reason

"STOP IT GUYS!! Whats you two doing is suck you know! You could fix it up without biting each other!" I yelled out load

They did look at me, Ray groaned but stop


I think that was enough and my feeling although not really nice but its helped better